Open Question: I have a problem,Plz help!!!?

am a 13 year old girl and I am in adore with a girl in my class and she is a really good pal of mine.I know I am a lesbian and I am fine with it.So,this girl I adore,she is so beautiful and smart and she is everything I am crazy about her,when I look in her eyes something amazing happens too me.I am romantic and I can make a poem about her.My friends know that I wish I was a boy that's why I act like one and I am not interested in boys,but they don't know I am a lesbian and I am so afraid that they will freak out and cease being friends with me and it is a bigger problem because I am in a girl school which is heaven for me.I am attracted to this girl in every way.I can't cease thinking about her.I can't tell her how I feel,I sometimes catch her starring at me and we have alot of physical conntact and she always asks me her opinion about how she looks and we always teise each other.But,I think she only thinks me as a pal no more no less.and she has a BFF and they are inseparable which makes me jealous.So if she as a lesbian why would she fall for me.I tried so many time forget her but I can't ,I need help I can't let my heart brake.Plz tell me what to do.

10 Mar 2010, 10:06 am | click here to view more